I thought today was the day...I woke up today...at 1...no didn't work last night just being a serious lazy ass...but when I got up I felt pretty good,I'd had my oats and eggs this morning with the kids,drank some water...good start.I went back to bed but I woke up feeling good...opened the windows and straightened up the house...and bang...that same old drug out feeling hit again.I absolutely can't be sleepy,but thats how it feels.Could be depression...but doesn't feel the same...I even took my daughter out shopping last night...this could have been a symptom though..I spent WAY to much money on nothing...Anyway,it doesn't feel like depression...I don't have the sadness I would normally have...I'm just drug out.I haven't had but one workout in 2 weeks...my diet has been the eat everything you see diet since thanksgiving.This feeling started then and has been down hill since.Today was better I at least had the idea of wanting to get back on track..it fizzled fast but at least it was there.SOOOOO....I was considering something like saint johns wart...anybody tried it???I was on meds for PPMD before...but it was a nightmare getting the prescription...The first time I went I had some stupid man doc tell me all women get PMS...deal with it...I went birsirk on that guy...they even had to call in my husband...they thought I'd lost it...finally after many blood tests it was determined I had serious hormone issues around the time of my periods so they prescribed anti depressants for 2 weeks out of the month...and these seemed to do the trick...but when we went overseas I had to quit taking them....nobody on AD meds allowed...they'd just had a spouse commit suicide that came over on these meds...so I quit them...and have done well since.The last few periods have been a little crabby...but this one is awful...I've been miserable for 2 weeks already...any way....I'm completely babbeling I know...I just wanted to say I am hanging in there...it's by a fingernail...but hanging in...I hope to be back on the wagon soon!!!!!
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