2004/09/24, 08:33 PM
Hi all,
I just joined a few days ago or so... but I'm not new to training sites, etc. I am so happy to find this section for eating disorders here because I have been a sufferer for at least 7 years until recently when I have been fighting for my life to make better eating habits a priority. I was bulimic/anorexic for almost all of my teenage years, totally non-physical apperance related. The eating disorder affected my body anyway however, and my once naturally slim and toned physique gave way to a less healthy one as my metabolism started giving up on me as a result of prolonged bingeing, starvation and excessive purging.
I was just wondering if anyone else has problems accepting that it will take a while for their weight to work itself out after recovery from an eating disorder. I can keep the weight and tone in check, but I always seem to either have to be constantly thinking about it (unhealthy thinking) or just ignoring it (unhealthy thinking again). I am starting to find a median range, but it's still frustrating that my body isn't ready to get back into shape. Anyone know how long this stage lasts, or what I can do to get out of it without developing an eating disorder again?
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