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2008/04/19, 11:48 PM
i think i have body dysmorphia where when i look in a mirror i see someone fat staring back, but everyone says i look annorexic. im 18, male, 5'9, 130lbs, sometimes it goes up 2 or 3 lbs in a week (i weigh myself every sunday), but i really want flat abs and a v shape.
i dont have those but i want them.
at 6:40 every morning i wake up, eat special k cereal, vanilla almond, or cinnamon pecan.
then at school, 12:35 i'll have a chicken burger plain, with half a tiny carton of milk
i get home at 2:30, eat another bowl of cereal, OR, a sandwich with pastrami lunch meat on there on wheat bread.
then at 7:30 i have rice wrapped in a tortilla with one slice of cheese on it, microwaved.
i drink water all day long. my metabolism is slow though. i go days without going number 2 sometimes, or, i only go bathroom when i wake up in the morning before leaving for school.
someone help, i hate feeling like crap even though people say im skinny. i want those v shape and flat abs to be happy :(
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