Today, I have finally gotten back into kettlebell training. I NEED TO RUN HOLY SHIT. I set my alarm for 0630 and I fully intend of getting up and going for a jog. It has been too easy to shy away from the pain of running. Honestly, its more the pain of realizing where I am at and not wanting to face that in myself. I have to buck up and look that shit in the face if I am going to get any better. I am tired of making fucking excuses for myself, the only way to be where I want, and who I want, is to put my head down and go.