I keep telling myself "tomorrow I will eat better and excercise" and I keep finding excuses to not work out and to eat shitty. I have bouts of determination and I suppose this is one of them but I do feel truely committed. I dont have the money to join a gym and buy amazingly healthy food so it will be a lot of home out outside workouts and home eating which will be a challenge. I start tomorrow and just hope I can keep my motivation up. Will write again tomorrow evening.