07/04/12 
3:37 PM Philippine Time

So, I haven't gone out and jogged since I last posted my first FLog. I have reset my exercise calendar around five times already. I suck, I suck, I suck. I keep eating even though I'm not hungry. I know and feel that my school uniform looks like it's going to burst at the seams but I just can't keep procrastinating about being fit and cutting down on food intake. 

I need a workout buddy, seriously. My boyfriend eats more than I do, but he doesn't get fat anyway so there's really no urgent need for him to exercise. Our guy friends are quite heavy as well, but I can't drag them to the gym and they live so far away from me, so we can't schedule workouts together. I'm busy and I always feel like I deserve food because I've been working so hard. 

I don't know what to do. Crap crap crap.

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