So today was a shoulder and core day. first of all i have in comparison small arms. They are not small. the have the reminisce of muscle. But at the gym was a massive body builder. His arms were the size of my freakin thighs. In my gym there is only like a 12' by 8' area for free weights. My free trainer has me utilize that because i like working with those the best. so body builder guy was taking up say 30 percent of the real estate there and i did seated dumbbell presses, and nothing is so dishearting then my small arms next to a damn light post next to me. Never the less i completed my exercise  but felt like a child next to a father lol. The worst part, I a helga like female bouncing back and forth between 2 stations taking up like the next 55 percent of the free weight area. So my last exercise  the bent over dumbbell laterals. Now in my past working out experiences, i have never done that exercise  I kept referencing this website on my phone to make sure my form was correct with my cute little 10 pound weights. I looked to stupid because my stomach was clearly visible when i raised my arms while I'm bent over like  a middle aged women looking into a low stroller. My butt was sticking out, i felt retarded. There was a guy in his mid 40's, very well built, talking to this 2 younger maybe early 30's females that were very fit. And i could hear them just laughing so hard, im not saying they were laughing at me and i don't assume that, but the shear coincidence of that made me feel a bit more silly. Not deterred form my goals or keep working out, but it is not exactly the highlight from my day

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Comments

• bdattel 2013/10/24
  Hey, your there and doing what's best for you. Don't worry about what other people look like or what they think. Your doing awesome and it takes time to get fit. Just hang in there and you will see the difference in yourself and that is all that matters.